In My Feelings

Lyrics

[Intro] (JD on the track) Uh, I can't even lie Lately, I ain't really been myself I'm on Mars right now Woah, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, I Woah, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, I Look [Chorus] Looked at a picture of Ralphy like, "Damn, I really miss him" Ran up my money, but still ain't happy, like, what I'm missing? I guess they blinded by the diamonds, the fame, and the millions Crossed by the ones I called my spouses, crossed out the family picture Heart hurts so much, I can't explain the feeling Yeah, who would ever knew he'd been in project buildings? What happened to keep it a thousand? I keep it a billion I'll damn near take you to three houses, don't makе me a real one [Verse 1] I sip cough syrup to еase the problems and pain that I'm feeling All out the roof of that Impala, like, "Father, forgive me" Due to the fact 'bout my lil' partner, thirty clips gets emptied All on my own, I ain't had no father, only in the fifth grade Adopted as a child, Miss Stephanie style, she'll be the one to take a Xan' I wasn't even old enough for to leave the house to go hang with my friends Next thing you know it, before I leave the house, I gotta tuck my FN Started kicking doors, I had to take the streeter route to help granddad meet ends Clutching on them poles, it was me and Leeky and them trying to load up to spin Sentenced two years up the road by the judge for all them breaking and enterings I was in a holding cell, stupid cold, just me, my matt, pad, and pen You was on the basketball court when I was writing flows in juvenile pen Started smoking 'Ports soon as they done let me out in 2016 I went to sleep in dope boy Reeboks, then had a dope boy dream What's the chances you make it out? You might get knocked at eighteen Either rich or poor, that shit's for sure, my feelings still be the same [Chorus] Looked at a picture of Ralphy like, "Damn, I really miss him" Ran up my money, but still ain't happy, like, what I'm missing? I guess they blinded by the diamonds, the fame, and the millions Crossed by the ones I called my spouses, crossed out the family picture Heart hurts so much, I can't explain the feeling Yeah, who would ever knew he'd been in project buildings? What happened to keep it a thousand? I keep it a billion I'll damn near take you to three houses, don't make me a real one [Verse 2] And I say I know It'll be the people sitting right close Tell me where you was, it was me and Luwop in that crossfire People change up for no reason, that's how life goes Different disagreements, same old side though Know it hurt Dre heart when he seen Shari on the obituary Seems like the one say they love me really hate that I made it I really came from the muddy mud of the muddy, yes Pour up a cup of that bubbly, go sit by Roddy, yeah Past life I lived not oh-so marvelous Made it through the storm and I know they hate, that shit so obvious My heart so torn, do anything to see my grandma face, yeah Tell me where you was, it was me and Luwop in that foster place I swear last night I went to sleep inside some dope boy Reeboks This little woadie in the trenches having dope boy dreams Ayy, can't forget to mention that lil' homie took the C-R-I-P route My heart got broken and stolen and shattered all in one day Compare my past to today [Chorus] Looked at a picture of Ralphy like, "Damn, I really miss him" Ran up my money, but still ain't happy, like, what I'm missing? I guess they blinded by the diamonds, the fame, and the millions Crossed by the ones I called my spouses, crossed out the family picture Heart hurts so much, I can't explain the feeling Yeah, who would ever knew he'd been in project buildings? What happened to keep it a thousand? I keep it a billion I'll damn near take you to three houses, don't make me a real one